All I want is a breath between them, OK Universe?
I filed for divorce.
Before his papers were served, he died. Left a financial mess for me to clean.
Sons came home (again - they were just here last month for a happy time) for the Memorial.
Memorial was yesterday. It was planned and executed by someone else. It was perfect.
Younger son returned to Tennessee this morning.
Less than an hour after arriving home, my older son was hauling me to a retinal specialist in Santa Barbara. Verdict? Detached.
Surgery scheduled Monday 6:15 am.
Flat on my face for two weeks.
I've decided this is this life's task: to learn to let go and go with the flow. So, yeah. Beat me to a bloody pulp and I say "Uncle."