Filed.

Probably a record.

After 42 years, I've filed for divorce.  My future Ex is not a bad man.  Simply profoundly disrespectful.  And it's taken me most of my life - but especially the last four years - to embrace myself.

I am worthy of more.

My attorney, after completing the paperwork, looked at me and said, "You really are at peace with this."

I am.

But there is a profound sadness.

I wanted ever after.